When you don't know what to do:

I want to be very upset with him. But I love him so much. He is tearing me to peices. But he's always the one who puts me back together....

I don't know what to do, and I feel nothing.....

Sometimes you guys, stuff really rough happens and you have to help you instead. Don't feel bad or cry or anything. Get defensive. Wrap your heart and body in the walls you first held up, and dont let the person hurting you inside. Make the walls electric, and wrapped in the sharpest wires, and stand inside your walls with no emotions. Believe it or not it works. Today I am huddled in between my walls thankful I have wifi in my special castley palacey thing lol I love you guys love~Rose