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So I have been gone for a while, almost 3+ months! Now that I'm back I should probably update you guys on my life. I will share why I was gone and some of the things that happened during my "abscence". The first and probably biggest thing I have to tell you guys involves my relationship. I read back over my last post before I left and laugh...My exact words were, "loosing my bae would destroy me." Folks...thats exactly what happened. But he lost me too. We split up about two weeks after that post. I had been trying really hard to maintain our relationship but sometimes there just can't be a fixing. It breaks my heart to say whats next. He and i had agreed to be "best friends".

We'd known eachother before being together and we didn't want that from stopping us from keeping in contact. Well to this day, we rarely talk. We still talk each day but only shortly. A how're you, a what's up and a good night/morning text message is about as far as we get. It's crazy to think about someone who had meant the entire world to me, now barely even talking to me. A big part of me wants to say that he will talk to me for real again, he'll love me but sometimes you just...you have to let go. There's this new guy and he's asked me out. I don't really know what to say to him. I asked him to let me think about it and I'm really glad he was okay with my answer...

I'm okay now though. Im not depressed if anything I'm much stronger then I was before this all. I've told you guys so many times, dont be the woman who needs a man, be the woman a man needs. Never let a man determine your happiness. Lastly, you will never need a man to define yourself. You will be okay on your own. You're strong and smart and a great person. If you arent with someone now or your relationship just didnt work out, then don't worry. Your other half is on their way, looking for you just as much as you are them. Yes heartbreaks and break ups are part of life, but i promise you, you'll find that meant to be moment. You'll find the prince/princess charming. Never give up on love just because you witness a war.